Unexpected. Uncomfortable. Just where God wants us.
This morning while I was still half asleep, trying to wake up. I had a conversation with Satan. It was pretty one sided. He was filling my mind with things like..."have you overcommitment? you won't be able to handle this. What about YOUR kids....won't this be hard on them, it is naptime? What if the kids all fight? What if this explodes and becomes more than you can handle?" He likes to speak in questions because it leaves endless answer possibilities. If we let him, he can question us right out of God's will.
So these questions started milling through my head. Then I started to really wake up.
Now let me stop for a second. Just so you know....the leaders of this group are not wrapped in a spiritual God bubble where Satan cannot attack. Both of us are extremely positive people, but that doesn't mean that we don't have our days or times when Satan attacks. With that said....
I think I entertained the thoughts for a half a second, THEN....I really thought about a couple things:
1. Satan felt the need to attack while I wasn't even fully awake. He didn't even have the nerve to attack me while I was completely coherent.
2. In all the questions and what he probably thought would be
FEARS he was instilling, I actually heard
encouragement. For real...listen.... "you cannot handle this......what if this explodes and you cannot handle this...overcommitment " If Satan takes the time to reiterate the fact that I can't handle something, I know I am right where GOD wants me. If this was something that was going to be easy for my friend and I....if it isn't something we can't handle, that wouldn't be a GOD sized vision.
3. This group hasn't even begun yet! bahahaha...I mean really, we just sat down as leaders yesterday and talked vision and direction and took steps to what is the beginning....first official meeting next week :) Funny how Satan felt the need to attack so quickly. I'm excited!
Truth is, if we were starting a ministry that didn't have he Devil scared, would it really be worth it? I don't know about you, but this really
pumped me up today!!! The opposite effect of what Satan intended I'm quite positive. And that's just how God works when we allow his Spirit to dwell in us and when we have a God sized vision....
You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many people. - Genesis 50:20
I love you, Lord; you are my strength. - Psalm 18:1
AMEN!
"If the size of your vision isn't intimidating to you, there's a good chance it's insulting to God." - Steven Furtick
"I despaired at the thought that my life might slip by without seeing God show himself mightily on our behalf." - Jim Cymbala
We will live in audacious faith...confident and believing HIM for the impossible. Please pray with us as we embark in this new ministry!
To God be the glory